Saturday, October 20, 2012 / 10:09 PM
Why does life have to be this way?
Conceited.
Foolish.
Selfish.
Stupid.
I was always too sucked up in my own thoughts to worry about the people around me.
Swimming in a sea of self pity
Drowning in the depths of my selfishness
And now..
Suffocating from the realisation
The realisation that I was not the only one
Had I opened my eyes just that little bit more
I would have noticed
You, who was standing there
Drenched in sadness
Childishly I pushed all those scenes away from my life
Locked them up deep inside
Away from my friends, my family
My life..
How did it feel, living life as a lie?
Knowing all too well,
That all those sorrowful tears I cried every night
All those pitiful thoughts
Never, was one for you.
All these years,
The tears have run dry,
The memories locked away
But the insomnia never failed to creep back again
Why?
I'm sorry.
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