Monday, March 25, 2013 / 5:15 PM
train rides can be so different
some days they go so fast, other times, they take so long......
it's strange how many different people you can meet on a train
once i saw a blind man on the platform next to mine,
trying to feel his way onto the train,
yet no one tried to help him even though it wasn't even a peak hour period
i hope he got to his destination safely
got asked to the social yesterday
it was so awkward.......
i declined the guy because i didn't know him that well,
and honestly i didn't want to go to the social this year
but he got laughed at by his friends
and i felt bad....... i'm sorry.
all my 'friends' called me a mean bitch because i declined him
but if you want to go..... go yourself. don't drag me into it.
i just want this year to pass peacefully.
i don't want to end up trusting someone again,
and getting hurt badly just like it's happened so many times before