Tuesday, October 1, 2013 / 7:01 PM
I think I really am changing
i'm not the person i used to be
shaped by society and moulded by nature
i used to be a lifeless faggot
who cared a lot about what everyone thought about me
nowadays my mentality has grown stronger
i don't give a fk what people have to say about me anymore
either way
i dunno if that's a good thing or a bad thing
because i've either;
i) grown stronger mentally and enough to stop caring about others, or
ii) been torn down so much it's begun to numb and I don't feel it anymore
regardless though, this year hasn't been the smoothest
but I've met some great people
people who I
think know will stay with me
for as long as they can
and people who won't judge me or bother about who I am
because as cliche as it sounds
everyone is unique
and anyone who wants to use that against me
can go fuck themselves
it's so strange,
my best friend right now is so similar to my best friend at my old school
they do the same things
and the similarities are uncanny
honestly i dunno if that's why i'm best friends with that person right now
but they aren't a rebound
i know that for sure
because they both hold equal parts in my heart
and i treasure them both